could just have a four day weekend?

went on a long drive today and it went pretty well! i am now watching the olympic hockey final.. canada are winning 2-0 yey! should really be doing my english work. but college is an absolute dickhead because they're giving us a day off on tuesday! don't get me wrong i'm loving the day off, but wtf.. why a tuesday? could just give me tomorrow off instead/as well so that i could have a three/four day weekend. but no they want me to get up on monday at 6am and then on tuesday just go back to thinking it's a weekend again. talk about head fucks. i could of just had a four day weekend? HATE YOU!

wow my life is very uninteresting

thought i'd better actually blog as i haven't all week, been back at college and it's rubbish, i've only had three days back and i'm so bored of it already. and waking up at six am? i don't know who invented that time but i hate them. i've just finished doing my english language monologue, it's about some middle-aged drunk irishman, it's so bad it's unreal, but hey it's done. oh one thing interesting that has happened is that me, amy and livv have decided we're going to malia in july, yeeey! if we can book happy day's hotel that is.. seriously loving the name of the hotel.. i got so bored tonight that i am now watching gangshow 2007 so I would have been fourteen and i'll tell you something, i look ridiculous. not only am i hugley fat, but my hair is like mouse colour, long and greasy and my boobs do not exist. i am so glad i don't look like that any more. anyway, college tomorrow so better go to bed. wow my life is very uninteresting.

i probably should have slept last night

obviously i had slept most of the day yesterday so i didn't actually feel tired until about 4am. and then i was like, i have to be up at half 6 anyway, so i'll just not bother with sleep. but i ended up falling asleep AT half 6 and waking up at 7.10am.. i spent the whole of the day at work, all nine hours, yawning.. hayley did london fashion week yesterday so she was tired as well. work was actually a good laugh though. i got in a fell asleep and only woke up at 10pm. i probably should have slept last night. and now i'm sitting at home with half a dominoes farmhouse pizza and some potatoe wedges infront of me, and i can't eat anymore. holiday planning with amy, livv and sian tomorrow!

i do love it when you lie to me..

hakdjhafhekjbgtfdfkwsbjgf I HATE YOU!

got a nice little trip to hospital

lol, good night, kinda... party was actually wicked, but me being the clever person i am decided i wanted to walk home from woolston, which at best is probably a 2 and a half hour walk.. so me and jordan, rob, daryl, josh, michael and josh/justin bieber (he looks like justin bieber so much) all left and started walking. and then they decided they wanted to go to mcdonalds and go to the walk through. so we went and got food. and then we walked to the train station and they all got on a train and just left me at the station? so yeah 4.30am and i'm in the middle of southampton, in my pajama bottoms. walked around for about 2 hours before calling my mum and begging her to pick me up. she turned up, took one look at me, and told me she was taking me to hospital. aparently if i'd been out there any longer i would of got pneunomia. hospital treated me for shock and cuts to my hands and legs. so yeah i got a nice little trip to hospital! got in at 11.30am.. overall gooooood times!

oh how the day can change so quick

just been invited to a party! yey! day had been pretty boring up till now, but now it's party time. i have no idea what to wear, hmm problem! it's chay's birthday party but it's at byron's and i'm not going to know anyone except katie, katie and will :L and byron.. i don't even know chay.. wow this is going to be funny. just sorting out the final details with the katie's.. eee i'm excited.

she should get out my bed

katie's round.. we made pancakes, we walked down the shop and bought batter after my previous attempt.. they still tasted pretty rubbish, i don't think i'll be cooking anytime soon. then we got into bed and watched 'my sister's keeper'. katie had never seen it, i've seen it like twelve times. we both cried, like babies, the whole way through. i always start crying at the bit where taylor dies. no matter how many times i watch that film, i will always cry. it reminds me of alex and what she went through. and the chemo bit just makes me think she was right not to have it. anyway, so katie started crying at the end, like where their all eating pizza in the hospital room. and we were both still crying when it ended. and now we're lying in bed, and it's really hot. way to much body heat going on. i think she should get out of my bed.

i make the worst pancakes ever

it's pancake day! i went looking through my cupboards for that pre-made batter i swear my mum bought, and couldn't find it? so had to make batter from scratch, which kind of failed.. the batter ended up really lumpy but i thought 'lumpy batter can't harm anyone' so i made them anyway.. they didn't harm me, just kind of looked weird.. and tasted funny, so yeah the moral of today is don't let emma make the pancakes..

i wish i could ice skate

i love figure skating and it was on the winter olympics tonight, so i thought i'd stay up and watch it, didn't know they meant three o'clock in the morning though
anyway, so now it's on and the british couple are skating, and they're not even that good, but what do you expect they're british. this guy whose doing the commentary, robin cousins, he once attempted to teach me to skate at a friends birthday party. i still can't skate more than three metres without falling over, so shows you how good a teacher he was. so after staying up for two and a half hours to watch the figure skating, i now really can't be bothered. should i stay up? hmm desicions..

ice cream shakes at twenty past midnight

it was about midnight and i thought, i fancy an ice cream shake - i often have these weird urges late at night, the other night i had a bath at one am - so i went down to the freezer and got some ice cream, and put some in a glass.. had to wait for it to melt though didn't i.. so twenty past midnight and it's finally melted enough.. i go to drink it, and it pours all over my face.. i do love my life :)

i hate that i love you

this pretty much sums up my feelings atm:
'i can't stand you, must everything you do, make me wanna smile, can i not like you for a while?
but you won't let me, you upset me boy, and then you kiss my lips, all of a sudden i forget, that i was upset, i can't remember what you did
and i hate it
you know exactly what to do, so that i can't stay mad at you for to long, that's wrong
but i hate it
you know exactly how to touch, so that i don't wanna fuss and fight no more
said i despise that i adore you
and i hate how much i love you boy, i can't stand how much i need you, and i hate how much i love you boy, but i just can't let you go, but i hate that i love you so'

i miss you

i miss dallas, TX
simple as

john mayer + strawberry milkshake = heaven

so, went to bed yesterday night thinking i'd be getting my hair done and having a driving lesson today. neither happened. instead i woke up feeling really ill, so i cancelled both. and when you're feeling ill there is only one thing to do. put the ipod in it's dock and make a playlist which only involves john mayer and switchfoot. i only ventured out of bed once, to make a strawberry milkshake. with ice cream ofc. me and amy spoke about our holiday and i now cannot wait until sunday to get down to booking it with her and livv and sian. i've decided lazy day's are pretty awesome and to top it all off.. glee (L)